Sunday, July 31, 2011


Today I had an argument with a friend whom I have known for more than five years. Sometimes, you just do not know who to blame since when you argue, you just feel like you are the right person.
I know people could change over time. When I argue with him, I try to question myself if it was just because I am just too dramatic or something. He has been using harsh words to me for so long, yet for some reasons, now I figure out that those words are insulting, and I cannot accept that anymore. I personally think success changes people dramatically. Perhaps, I am just thinking alone but I can sense his egoism and know-it-all attitude after the successes he got.
Whatever reasons we tried to point, they seem did not work out, so this 5 years of knowing each others is just a piece of dirt.
To me, I am so tired of arguing cos I find it too childish to keep talking to each other and claiming you are right and others are wrong so yeah what I choose to do is to block him everywhere and hopefully we can have space to figure out what went wrong and maybe this friendship can start again... or maybe NOT!

Friendship Quotes

Friendship Quotes

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Thank to Smartphones

Today when I was reading the Cambodia Daily, I was freaking out to see an article reporting on the corruption and students cheating occurring during the high school national exam. They somehow included a good short interview with a student, and it is interesting how he was talking about the use of his mobile to help him in the exam. He just said “One of my friends was able to get answer from Internet.” Nevertheless, I can imagine how the process is like.

Perhaps, people would not be so surprised about the whole corruption and cheating issues. However, I was super abashed to see how smart students in this generation have become. They surely do know the best use of their multifunctional mobile phone, iPhone specifically, and current advanced fast and cheap accessible internet.

Probably, one would know the process of giving answer sheets in the past. Before, students who were not so committed into studying often asked for salvation from their relatives and friends during exam. Their relatives or friends often hired an expert in the right field or buy the answer from others to throw it into the exam venue or use mobile to call out the answer if it is just a literature or writing exam.

In this advanced world, we all have known that mobile phone is no longer a talking machine. Current mobile phones do almost as many functions as a laptop can, and Cambodian young people know the best use of it.
So here is how the process has slightly changed. Same things happen with how their relatives and friends need to stay with an expert once the exam questions release. The only difference is that once those experts answer, they simply need to scan it and send the answer sheet via email to the exam takers. Inside the room, students just open their mobile phone, and every answer to the questions is there.

A small mobile phone is enough to be best in cheating. I wonder how the Ministry of Education would deal with this issue. Most likely, they may need a scanning machine outside the school to check for electronic equipment before entering to do exam.
Let’s see together how exam in the next generation would turn out to be.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Keep holding on

Just so you know that you are not alone! I am here by yourself whenever you feel bad :)Just keep holding on and you will make it through.

Thursday, July 14, 2011


Eh! I think I have been watching too much romantic movies lately.
The result is so serious @_@ I kinda fall into the concept of fantasy miracle things.
I should get myself back and ignore any romantic evocation possibility!
New determination: reduce watching romantic movies and try to get away from that person who make me feel that short of emotion! It is hard but I will follow my brain not heart :D Fighting... peace world =)

GOOD QUOTE OF THE DAY "Never make someone your everything cos when they are gone you will have nothing"

Life Quotes

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Backup Plan

Recently, I have just realized one important life matter. I suddenly do feel that I will never ever be a very victorious person if I keep working on Public Relations in my entire life. After having gone through some serious PR work, my natural characteristics can be a huge disadvantage in this field. My biggest concern is speech problem. Whenever I try to use Khmer academic words, I begin to feel awkward and forget what I want to say. Something about the impression people make when I speak do not make me feel comfortable. Also, I do not have people skills, and I, often time, find it very hard to talk to people. With these problems, no matter how good I am, I won’t be able to make it to the top level.

This somehow made me feel hopeless of my life. All of a sudden, I just recall my naive dream when I was a teenager. In high school, I really wanted to be an ambassador or at least working in embassy. This dream ended when I realize there was no International Relations government scholarship course provided.

So here is my backup plan. Hopefully, I will be able to pursue my Master Degree in International Relations. Some people cannot distinguish between PR and IR. The two jobs are both about building relations between one institution to others. Nevertheless, what make me feel confident about working in IR is that I will need to deal with more paper work and less people. Besides, foreign languages do matter more than PR, and so I do not have to feel awkward whenever I start talking again. Nothing is happier than staying in my comfort zone while doing what I like.

So yeah finger crossed for my decision. From now on, I just have to work on my PR work and build strong background with my languages skills. Fighting Mesa!!! 你一定会的!โชคดี

All of us have someone who is hidden in the bottom of the heart. When we think of that one, we will feel like umm.. always feel a little pain inside. But we still want to keep that person. Even though I don’t know where that someone is today, what is that one doing, but he is the one who makes me know this.. สิ่งเล็กๆ ที่เรียกว่า...รัก <3

Tuesday, July 12, 2011